I'm actually feeling ashamed of being a "Muslim" by the fact that some people I know think that MURDERING someone is ok if they talk shit about your religion.
KILLING IS OK!? THE HELL!? I WAS TAUGHT ISLAM IS A PEACEFUL RELIGION!
I AM ASHAMED to know SOME Muslims honestly think homicide is ok.
I just had a conversation with some people who think KILLING AND MURDERING is OK if someone talks shit about your religion. So kill the freaking dude for doing whatever the hell he wants with his life.
I feel ashamed to know these people and now, I'm ashamed of being born in 'this' religious family.
If being a "Muslim" means that I kill a person just for not liking my religion. Then Fuck Religion. I DON'T want to be a part of some cult who believes in an imaginary person controlling everything and KILL PEOPLE FOR THAT IMAGINARY PERSON!
I'm done. I don't even know what I am anymore. I think this fact, that people I know- MY PARENTS believe killing is ok for religion has just made me realize how much of an idiotic thing this is. And when I tried to reason with them they we can resolve things without killing they said "Well you are on the internet all the time, you're not even considered a Muslim to us" WELL THEN FUCK YOU TOO, I GO AROUND HAVING LONG INTELLIGENT DISCUSSIONS WITH PEOPLE TELLING THEM HOW GREAT OUR RELIGION IS. WELL NOT ANYMORE!
Well... I'm gonna go cry in the corner now that all my 'ranting' is done. :c
EDIT:I was upset and I didn't really specify what I meant by "My parents Islam", I just needed comfort at that time and to get my anger out. "My parent's Islam" or the "Muslim" I said in the 1st sentence means the Islam which is not the peaceful Islam that it should be? Basically I'm saying my parents are the ones who don't believe in the actual Islam if they think killing is alright. But I guess I didn't specify that in the journal before, huh?
So I'm not blaming the Actual Islam, I mean, I'm still Muslim. but I'm blaming "My parent's Islam" in which Killing is ok.
Heck! In Actual, the real and authentic Islam, You can't do anything offensive, even in war. You can't hurt a person unless you are defending yourself. Islam is a peaceful religion. But what My Parents so called "Islam"(in which killing is ok) is not and is wrong.
I hope I made it a bit more clear now. At that time I needed comfort so I didn't really elaborate what I meant.